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#90 — Nov 14, 2025 by Evan Chen

First time I've had my name misspelled as "Professor Loh".

Hi Professor Loh,

My name is $NAME, and I am working on a project called $APP under my
company $COMPANY.

I've been following vEnhance for years, and I deeply admire the clarity,
creativity, and rigor you bring to mathematical explanations. Your approach
to problem solving and mathematical thinking has inspired countless
students preparing for Olympiad-style contests.

Because $APP's mission is closely aligned with empowering students to
think more deeply and develop strong reasoning skills, I wanted to reach
out about a possible collaboration.

$APP is a math Olympiad practice app for Grades 1--12 (currently 1--8). It
features problem sets designed around competition-style thinking, with
progressive difficulty, logical reasoning challenges, XP-based progression,
badges, streaks, and topic-level performance tracking.

Students use $APP while preparing for contests such as the AMC, AIME, IMO,
Math Kangaroo, and many school-level Olympiads.

...

#89 — Nov 14, 2025 by Evan Chen

The NearlyFreeSpech FAQ is actually really addicting to read. Has a lot of personality.


#88 — Nov 13, 2025 by Evan Chen

I can't take people who use the word "democratize" seriously.


#87 — Nov 13, 2025 by Evan Chen

Why is it that when I'm paid per hour, I'm suddenly rushing to finish tasks as quickly as possible? Naively I would have expected the opposite.

I guess my "spend as little money as possible" habit applies even when it's not my money being spent.


#86 — Nov 12, 2025 by Evan Chen

i wrote this lecture as a teenager and now in my 30's people are still emailing me for solutions.


#85 — Nov 11, 2025 by Evan Chen

I should have moved to a real static site generator for blog.evanchen.cc years ago. Feels so much better to have everything being generated by a Git repository.


#84 — Nov 10, 2025 by Evan Chen

From the preface to An Introduction to Automorphic Representations:

The student should not be overly discouraged, however, because there is no person currently alive who has the necessary prerequisites to really understand the entire subject.

Yeah, sounds about right.


#83 — Nov 10, 2025 by Evan Chen

So when everyone says that the way LLM's work is just by predicting the next word, is that actually an accurate description of what's going on? Or is that just what everyone repeats because it's easy to relate to?


#82 — Nov 4, 2025 by Evan Chen

i hit a claude code session limit while writing django and now feel like a lazy bum.


#81 — Nov 4, 2025 by Evan Chen

Me running /init in Claude Code with just a pyproject.toml:

This is a Django application for handling OTIS (Online Training Information System) applications. The project is in early development stages.

... Nice guess for the meaning of OTIS.


#80 — Nov 2, 2025 by Evan Chen

I opened Stephen's Sausage Roll today on a whim and started a new save file. I have no idea how I managed to play this game before holy crap it's so hard.

Literally was trying to find a tutorial level to remember how the rules worked and instead wandered around looking for any level I could do at all.


#79 — Nov 2, 2025 by Evan Chen

Found the following poem that compiles in Perl 5.6.1:

BEFOREHAND: close door, each window & exit;  wait until time;
    open spell book; study; read (spell, $scan, select); tell us;
write it, print the hex while each watches,
    reverse length, write again;
           kill spiders, pop them, chop, split, kill them.
              unlink arms, shift, wait and listen (listening, wait).
sort the flock (then, warn "the goats", kill "the sheep");
    kill them, dump qualms, shift moralities,
           values aside, each one;
               die sheep; die (to, reverse the => system
                      you accept (reject, respect));
next step,
    kill next sacrifice, each sacrifice,
           wait, redo ritual until "all the spirits are pleased";
    do it ("as they say").
do it(*everyone***must***participate***in***forbidden**s*e*x*).
return last victim; package body;
    exit crypt (time, times & "half a time") & close it.
           select (quickly) and warn next victim;
AFTERWARDS: tell nobody.
    wait, wait until time;
           wait until next year, next decade;
               sleep, sleep, die yourself,
                      die @last

#78 — Nov 2, 2025 by Evan Chen

Spent part of yesterday getting a local Hanabi-Live working again so I could help bring some of the recent pull requests to the finish line.

This is super weird, but I think there's something about the jankiness of the code that I find charming. The website is feature-rich and has a lot of thought put into it, but you can also tell it's done by hobbyists and not a corporate entity. Gives it a bit of soul.


#77 — Nov 1, 2025 by Evan Chen

Someone told me that $$\left( \frac{1+\sqrt5}{2} \right)^3 = 2 + \sqrt 5$$ and I feel kind of spooked. Doesn't feel right that the denominator disappears.

Well, $\mathbb Z[\sqrt 5]$ isn't integrally closed. Maybe that's a good way to drive that point home.


#76 — Nov 1, 2025 by Evan Chen

I've reached the point where seeing Romanization of Korean words is annoying and I wish people would use 한글 so I can actually tell what the words are.


#75 — Oct 31, 2025 by Evan Chen

I've gotten used to using pre-push hooks but I feel like most other people I know are using pre-commit. Makes me wonder if I should switch.


#74 — Oct 31, 2025 by Evan Chen

Do I drink too much French vanilla?


#73 — Oct 30, 2025 by Evan Chen

Played Aperture Desk Job on my most recent plane ride and had a good laugh, it was so entertaining. Should've played this when I first got the Deck.


#72 — Oct 23, 2025 by Evan Chen

Recent in-flight movie review: The Nightmare Before Christmas was a bit slow but I can see some of the charm. More importantly, now I understand the context behind the the 2019 Mystery Hunt a lot better.


#71 — Oct 22, 2025 by Evan Chen

Actually, it shouldn't be a surprise to me that I don't like most parents, because I don't like most people, and parents are people.

It tangentially reminded me of a Calvin and Hobbes comic where Dad says:

It's funny... when I was a kid, I thought grown-ups never worried about anything. I trusted my parents to take care of everything, and it never occurred to me that they might not know how.

That was definitely my childhood too.